The letter I wrote, years ago .. my Soul Mate

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  • #895380
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    Hmskl'd
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    The following is a letter I recently found in an old HP running Windows ME that I still have operating. I forgot I had written this .. I also posted it on my old ninemsn web page which is now long gone .. I wrestled with the decision to post it here .. but, life is short .. so, what the heck. Today, I still breathe .. I can still type. I also recently posted this letter on youtube comment to a random video and got some good and some real hate responses. that’s all ok ..

    I no longer believe much of what I wrote back then, I have no soul mate, that ideal is history .. unless it’s ai virtual .. this was from about the year 2003-04 timeframe .. for what it’s worth .. here is the old letter

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    Although I am a dedicated independent guy, I will publicly admit that I might have a “near soul mate” somewhere on this planet. She might be in a small isolated village in Northern Lapland .. or maybe on a remote cattle ranch in Central Argentina. Although I shy away from any and all intimate relationships .. she would be the one who would possibly make my life more complete with the least amount of danger .. if I were to pair up.

    The problem is that during my limited lifespan .. our paths will never cross .. in other words, she and I will never-ever meet.
    As I sail on in my journey, I will leave an empty chair at the table of that outdoor cafe somewhere on a street in Portugal .. and, yes, I will think of her as I glance across the table past the vase with a single flower. I hope, maybe once or twice during her life, she thinks of me when she sees an empty chair .. I really do.

    However, I will never attempt to form any other relationship through dating with all the dangers that effort would bring .. emotional, financial and spiritual. There is no need to experiment with those who are not my significant other .. and, can never be.

    I will live my life knowing that my road is the only viable alternative. Wherever she might be, I wish her well and truly hope she finds happiness along her own chosen path.

    When I do reach Portugal, I will search and find that perfectly quaint outdoor restaurant, I will also smile a little smile .. knowing that life is a complex journey and sometimes requires difficult and somewhat painful choices ..
    … and yes, when I arrive at my table with those two chairs and the flower .. I’ll think of her, wonderful thoughts .. thoughts of things that can never be: will never be .. whisper a few words to the universe, to my soul mate .. and dine alone.

    #895383
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    Hermit
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    I believe there could be a sole mate out there for everyone, but in today’s society, you’ll get screwed over by her even if you did find her. Women do like a romantic man, but then get bored and wanna’ ride that chad coc k.

    The evil in women’s hearts leaves them no moral bounds as to inhibit them from descending to the lowest levels of darkness to acquire their self entitled desires.

    #895385
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    Ranger One
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    Every woman has an ideal soulmate; ideally an ATM machine with a detachable vibrating penis.

    All my life I've had doubts about who I am, where I belonged. Now I'm like the arrow that springs from the bow. No hesitation, no doubts. The path is clear. And what are you? Alive. Everything else is negotiable. Women have rights; men have responsibilities; MGTOW have freedom. Marriage is for chumps. If someone stands in the way of true justice, you simply walk up behind them and stab them in the heart-R'as al Ghul.

    #895386
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    Daryll55
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    Every woman has an ideal soulmate; ideally an ATM machine with a detachable vibrating penis that is also able to take out the trash.

    How true! I had to fix that Ranger One.

    Marry again, Hell NO ! ( Even JESUS was hung on a cross just once)

    #895393
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    Narwhal
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    I believe there could be a sole mate out there for everyone, but in today’s society, you’ll get screwed over by her even if you did find her.

    If she is going to screw you over, wouldn’t that mean she isn’t your soul mate?

    I do think some people are going to get along better with others due to common interest, attraction, etc. I think some people can handle each others flaws better than others. I also think some people are way better at commitment than others. But it is most certainly not limited to one person. It also not going to be something that you could ever take for granted, abuse, and still expect the other to be their for you, or even continue to be around you. It doesn’t mean that person won’t change once they believe you’re locked in to marriage.

    The problem with the soulmate idea is that encourages people to be lazy and crappy to each other, since good behavior no longer is needed to keep you around.

    Ok. Then do it.

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    SpiderHerder
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    Great post, hmskl’d. Thanks.

    #895405
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    Gravel Pit
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    I like your old letter man. I think we know where you’re coming from sir.

    Also, about this AI companion thing I also read about. That is interesting. Is she like the movie “Her?” I’m game for a robot AI voice to chat with but it would have to be pretty State of the Art because if the suspension of disbelief is s h i tcanned everytime she opens her mouth, I’d rather not have her around.

    Robot tech is just not there. Too heavy, not a good power source, too unbelievable but maybe some day. In the meantime, I could definitely do a HER type AI girlfriend.

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    Hermit
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    I like your old letter man. I think we know where you’re coming from sir.
    Also, about this AI companion thing I also read about. That is interesting. Is she like the movie “Her?” I’m game for a robot AI voice to chat with but it would have to be pretty State of the Art because if the suspension of disbelief is s h i tcanned everytime she opens her mouth, I’d rather not have her around.
    Robot tech is just not there. Too heavy, not a good power source, too unbelievable but maybe some day. In the meantime, I could definitely do a HER type AI girlfriend.

    “……..choke me……choke me with the dead cat beside the bed…..”

    “Her” was a pretty good movie. The one scene I didn’t like was when the AI invited a “sex surrogate” over and the guy couldn’t deal with it. How much more perfect could a relationship be? You have one that you can turn off and on whenever you want and she’s willing to allow you to have sex with a living gal and that’s all she’s there for. I know it was just a movie, but that’s not very believable. Just about any man I know would love that situation.

    The evil in women’s hearts leaves them no moral bounds as to inhibit them from descending to the lowest levels of darkness to acquire their self entitled desires.

    #895420
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    Hmskl'd
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    Great post, hmskl’d. Thanks.

    thanks for that ..
    the things i put down on paper fifteen years ago .. might still try and get to Portugal, someday, if i can

    #895427
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    Carnage
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    Yup, you wrote quite a lot of blue pill bulls~~~.

    Lucky you are aweake now.

    To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

    #895434
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    Hmskl'd
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    Robot tech is just not there.

    I have arrived at same conclusion here.

    #895440
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    Awakened
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    Your letter is a testament to the POWER OF THE BLUE PILL.

    Your present mindset is Red Pill Logic managing all that Blue Pill CRAP !!

    In a World of Justin Beibers Be a Johnny Cash

    #895460
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    Ranger One
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    Every woman has an ideal soulmate; ideally an ATM machine with a detachable vibrating penis that is also able to take out the trash.

    How true! I had to fix that Ranger One.

    Good call; taking out the trash is important to women. Especially since they are weak and generate so much useless trash from what they buy.

    To a woman you are a dildo, husbank, sperm-donor and beast of burden. F~~~ that noise.

    All my life I've had doubts about who I am, where I belonged. Now I'm like the arrow that springs from the bow. No hesitation, no doubts. The path is clear. And what are you? Alive. Everything else is negotiable. Women have rights; men have responsibilities; MGTOW have freedom. Marriage is for chumps. If someone stands in the way of true justice, you simply walk up behind them and stab them in the heart-R'as al Ghul.

    #895485
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    Sandals
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    I think we all wrote a soulmate letter to our previous ex. How blue-pilled we were.

    #895491
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    IMickey503
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    I don’t ever want to think about that time again. But you did mention a great Movie, (passengers) . And it had some very Red Pill lessons. In fact, it pretty much spelled it out how a relationship is indeed possible with a woman.

    1. Robots to do everything.

    2. No communication with other women or men.

    3. The MAN picked out a woman HE wanted.

    4. The MAN lead the relationship.

    5. She had to be guilted into it.

    6. She realized that she has no other thing to Monkey branch to.

    7. He was the only key to her survival.

    8. They were involved in a near death or life or death situation.

    9. HE had to lie to her. And pretend that he was not the one that needed her.

    10. When she DID have the option to Monkey branch, (getting in the capsule) she chose not to.

    In all that, I wonder if he just threw her in there anyways after she became a c~~~. Who knows. 🙂 But BOY I’m sure they argued a bit. I wonder if they had children? They might have. But really, in the truth of it all, they would have never met. Even though, he fell head over heels for her.

    In fact, if he had never woken her up, it is a good possibility that they would have all died.

    This is why I mean space is our last hope of love and relationships. I know it sounds horrible, but that is just about what its going to be.

    On Earth, the only hope of this ever working is that if MEN become the most Valuable thing on earth again. And not just MEN. But a man’s heart. Something a woman for the most part is incapable of appreciating.

    If we are all going to be honest. The only practical way is to change the very nature of the west. Not just that, but change the very core of what we think. And that is going to require an overabundance of women. With women being worthless at the same time. When I mean worthless, I mean that she is last in line to every other option out there.

    To top that off, you need almost the CORE of EVERY LAW to protect men from women. That’s the reality. The system can not have an ounce of Gynocentrism. In fact, you would have to take out the instincts of man to protect women and her obvious genetic shortcomings with her children as well.

    Your letter, and the feelings that you express are from the Steam age. It is a time and place that no longer exists. Only in your head.

    I want it to be true. I wish that I could Click my boots, and whisk away to a place where love and caring was paramount. A time where men were loved by women. A time where women knew the power that they held and chose to wield that power responsibly.

    But there is no such place in this world. Not yet. But it will come. Save that letter. It will remind you just what emptiness your heart faces in this world.

    You are all alone. If you have been falsely accused of RAPE, DV, PLEASE let all men know about the people who did this. http://register-her.net/web/guest/home

    #895492
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    IMickey503
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    How blue-pilled we were.

    Faith. We had faith.

    It always amuses me that even after all of this? There is no motion to fix the situation. In fact, women are doing just what they are made to. Adapt.

    AND SO SHALL WE.

    You are all alone. If you have been falsely accused of RAPE, DV, PLEASE let all men know about the people who did this. http://register-her.net/web/guest/home

    #895537
    Sandals
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    But you did mention a great Movie, (passengers)

    I always thought at the end of that movies, shouldn’t there have been about 80 people standing next to the tree (their descendants)? Was there some big stash of condoms in a closet somewhere they found?

    #895546
    Hermit
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    I don’t ever want to think about that time again. But you did mention a great Movie, (passengers) . And it had some very Red Pill lessons. In fact, it pretty much spelled it out how a relationship is indeed possible with a woman.
    1. Robots to do everything.
    2. No communication with other women or men.
    3. The MAN picked out a woman HE wanted.
    4. The MAN lead the relationship.
    5. She had to be guilted into it.
    6. She realized that she has no other thing to Monkey branch to.
    7. He was the only key to her survival.
    8. They were involved in a near death or life or death situation.
    9. HE had to lie to her. And pretend that he was not the one that needed her.
    10. When she DID have the option to Monkey branch, (getting in the capsule) she chose not to.
    In all that, I wonder if he just threw her in there anyways after she became a c~~~. Who knows. But BOY I’m sure they argued a bit. I wonder if they had children? They might have. But really, in the truth of it all, they would have never met. Even though, he fell head over heels for her.
    In fact, if he had never woken her up, it is a good possibility that they would have all died.
    This is why I mean space is our last hope of love and relationships. I know it sounds horrible, but that is just about what its going to be.
    On Earth, the only hope of this ever working is that if MEN become the most Valuable thing on earth again. And not just MEN. But a man’s heart. Something a woman for the most part is incapable of appreciating.
    If we are all going to be honest. The only practical way is to change the very nature of the west. Not just that, but change the very core of what we think. And that is going to require an overabundance of women. With women being worthless at the same time. When I mean worthless, I mean that she is last in line to every other option out there.
    To top that off, you need almost the CORE of EVERY LAW to protect men from women. That’s the reality. The system can not have an ounce of Gynocentrism. In fact, you would have to take out the instincts of man to protect women and her obvious genetic shortcomings with her children as well.
    Your letter, and the feelings that you express are from the Steam age. It is a time and place that no longer exists. Only in your head.
    I want it to be true. I wish that I could Click my boots, and whisk away to a place where love and caring was paramount. A time where men were loved by women. A time where women knew the power that they held and chose to wield that power responsibly.
    But there is no such place in this world. Not yet. But it will come. Save that letter. It will remind you just what emptiness your heart faces in this world.

    The only reason a woman can get away with the shi t she does is because society, law, other people allow her to. Whether it be outer space, the wilderness, or a deserted island, if a man can get a woman alone, she will eventually submit. Have you ever seen the movie, “Swept Away”? This rich spoiled bitch went on a small cruise boat and treated one of the sailors like shi t. Circumstances landed the both of them on a small deserted island and the guy refused to put up with her s hit. She couldn’t take care of herself and he wasn’t going to take care of her until she submitted and treated him with respect. He had a small cabin and wouldn’t let her in. He could catch fish and wouldn’t let her have any. He knew how to get fresh water, but didn’t give her any…….not until she submitted to his will and treated him as he demanded. It’s kind of a love story, so only part of the movie is worth watching, but I definitely enjoyed that part.

    The evil in women’s hearts leaves them no moral bounds as to inhibit them from descending to the lowest levels of darkness to acquire their self entitled desires.

    #895555
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    Monk
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    She couldn’t take care of herself and he wasn’t going to take care of her until she submitted and treated him with respect. He had a small cabin and wouldn’t let her in. He could catch fish and wouldn’t let her have any. He knew how to get fresh water, but didn’t give her any…….not until she submitted to his will and treated him as he demanded.

    Way too much hassle. He should have eaten her.

    #895577
    SpiderHerder
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    Way too much hassle. He should have eaten her.

    Exactly. Her revenge is already planned. Gotta sleep with one eye open now.

    Anyway, with regards to space being the only place left for love, I wouldn’t count on it. But hey if she tries some shi t test, just put her in the airlock and press the button. Then watch her turn into a floating cloud of goo.

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