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  • #931958
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    Colin Combover in a Coma
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    she really believes I talk to her like s*it.

    She probably hallucinates and hears voices too

    Said as soon as she sees me she wants crack!!

    Shes already associated you unconsciously with using. She associates ALL MEN with using crack. She associates any sort of intimacy with drugs.People and life’s situations evolve to suit her crack addiction, rather than her crack addiction ceasing to suit people and Life. She is a hopeless drug addict whose brain was never reasonable or bright to begin with, but now that cerebral coil is pocked with crack use.

    I’m 99% sure she didn’t take them.

    Of course not. She went in there and had a flurry of emotions and regrets and all sorts of vitriol arose. Spiritual healing takes sobriety and hard introspection. Her brain isnt even capable of that anymore. She hates herself like all addicts. She is a demented broken animal which is incapable of loving you, and deeply unworthy of your affection. You deserve better!

    She would probably get an abortion anyway. Done it 4 times before….

    Thats all she was thinking about in the toilet room when you gave her those tests. Even ONE abortion fvcks up a woman’s neurology to the umpth degree. But FOUR?! Dude… She views herself as death incarnate. How can a person glorify and honor a lover, when their own self esteem and self appraisal is shot dead? Many women have difficulty with emotionally accepting a miscarriage, let alone multiple abortions. Youre trying to summit Everest with no training or equipment. The mountain doesnt care, its going to eat you.

    Somewhere, there is a specimen who WAS on drugs and playing on the street. A chiselled-jawed petite 40year old with B cups and emerald eyes which tell of a life gone-by…….

    Her story and life is enchanting to understand, like an excerpt from Reader’s Digest you read while taking a sh!t at a highway gas station.

    I fukking love reading you’re reply’s!

    I have asked if she is psychotic, she said no. Many are and also self-harm(they tell me!). Yesterday when a key worker phoned her whilst we were eating, she mentioned she was on anti-depressants which was news to me.

    If/When she takes a test, I still won’t know if she is/was pregnant. She won’t take one now I’ve fukked up with me present.

    Yes, FOUR abortions. I asked her how she felt about that, she just shrugged….

    There’s no way she did the test properly. She is an Ostrich who would rather carry on using even when pregnant than take a test and try and get clean.

    What do I do readers?

    I strongly surmise that IF I don’t contact her, then I won’t hear from her. What should I di regarding her possibly being pregnant?

    #931959
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    Colin Combover in a Coma
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    I have to stop going down to the glow of the neon-lights for LIFE.

    I have enough material now to be bigger and better than that bloody book(well the King James version so the Mary lovers say).

    #931963
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    Its up to God now bro. Fvck it.

    Shes bad for your health, not that you care, youre taking liberties that no rational guy would take with his chemistry. LOL.

    Yer not old yet bro. Arent you like 45 or less? You still got 30 years left on this rock guaranteed. Plenty of time yet to die young of avoidable circumstances.

    I tried to Save a Ho once, the drug addict variety just like this, she was not an active escort but she was still a drug hoe. Same build too, skinny blue eyed blonde. Actually Ive had two women like that. Both lasted less than a month. You lose too much sleep trying to keep up with that kind of Neuropathy.

    Thats why I give you salute Col Colin. Its WAY EASIER to just pretend you agree with a fat feminist chick, to get steady sex. Atleast she is semi clean and somewhat rational. But crackhead girl is seriously depressing. All women are high maintenance but youre dealing with some really awkward, self abasing, gutter c u n t. The drug mind… the ADDICT, addictive nature of substance abuse… I mean shoot dude. Its not even a semblance of anything remotely sustainable or tolerable or legitimate as a relationship.

    Find a fat girl and get regular sex. She will actually appreciate it and might pretend to like you more. At least she will have logical lies and reasonable rest hours. 8 HOURS A NIGHT SLEEP BUDDY. In silence. I will never trade that for any vagina. HAHAHAH

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    Colin Combover in a Coma
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    Its up to God now bro. Fvck it.
    Shes bad for your health, not that you care, youre taking liberties that no rational guy would take with his chemistry. LOL.
    Yer not old yet bro. Arent you like 45 or less? You still got 30 years left on this rock guaranteed. Plenty of time yet to die young of avoidable circumstances.
    I tried to Save a Ho once, the drug addict variety just like this, she was not an active escort but she was still a drug hoe. Same build too, skinny blue eyed blonde. Actually Ive had two women like that. Both lasted less than a month. You lose too much sleep trying to keep up with that kind of Neuropathy.
    Thats why I give you salute Col Colin. Its WAY EASIER to just pretend you agree with a fat feminist chick, to get steady sex. Atleast she is semi clean and somewhat rational. But crackhead girl is seriously depressing. All women are high maintenance but youre dealing with some really awkward, self abasing, gutter c u n t. The drug mind… the ADDICT, addictive nature of substance abuse… I mean shoot dude. Its not even a semblance of anything remotely sustainable or tolerable or legitimate as a relationship.
    Find a fat girl and get regular sex. She will actually appreciate it and might pretend to like you more. At least she will have logical lies and reasonable rest hours. 8 HOURS A NIGHT SLEEP BUDDY. In silence. I will never trade that for any vagina. HAHAHAH

    42 with plenty of viable goo.

    Your right, no-one in a coherent mind would do what I have done. She actually salutes it and says you have nothing to be ashamed about. If she was a bloke she would do the same. Also stated 50men couldn’t what you have done!

    IF I don’t contact her in any form or see her anywhere(her doing business in a big, but small area wise city), then I strongly predict she won’t contact me. Regardless of whether she is/was pregnant.

    She has been to my place at least twice, I wouldn’t of thought I am that important that she would cause trouble.

    Perhaps it’s me, I am obviously not all there, but if she no feelings at all for me, why not just say. Like she stated, she can get much more money for less hassle. It’s a fantasy thing. I am the thing she wants but knows she’ll never have.

    #931966
    Colin Combover in a Coma
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    She has been clean before for six years. Got back with her ex for three years. He was in a bad way and she tried to help him. Got back on the gear and had split up with him two weeks before we met.

    I believe if I don’t contact her she won’t ever contact me, regardless of whether she is/was pregnant……

    It’s 21.41pm on a dreary Saturday evening. I’m surrounded by wine bottles and the musty lingering scent of a woman that I have but never will.
    I sit here reading the notes she wrote proposing her love for me. Why? Apparently there is many reasons….but surely it’s just words. However, words can be thrust as daggers, and they hurt just as much as if she had thrust with gust into my broken heart with the aforementioned.
    It’s a tough choice for the pedantic pontificating poet. Bottle or phone? Wine or text?

    Has the story finally ended, or is there a new life on the scene and thus, a new chapter in the “bareback business”….

    #931967
    The Manipulated Man
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    Colin,

    You are an addict.

    Your particular addiction involves Codependency which is a behavioral condition in a relationship where one person enables another person’s addiction,……, immaturity, irresponsibility,…….

    Among the core characteristics of codependency is an excessive reliance on other people for approval and a sense of identity.

    Codependency will kill you brother.

    There are men’s only ALANON meetings that can help.

    If you go to one of these Men’s Only meetings, you will hear a lot of stories just like yours and some of them are even worse.

    ALANON

    What happens when a man finally comprehends the cold and calculating thoughts that are going through a woman's mind, while her eyes are brimming with tears?

    #931968
    Colin Combover in a Coma
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    Colin,
    Codependency will kill you.
    There are men’s only ALONON meetings that can help.
    Captain

    Brittany said it first, but Colin agrees.

    To wit rather, my loneliness is killing me.

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