This is the first time I have written anything on a website of any kind. Never felt compelled to join any online forums before, but after a week of binge reading here I am happy to call myself a member. Since I have been reading here the mental switch has been unbelievable. The thought that having a life of my own is still so new that thinking about it makes me giggle like an idiot. I am profoundly grateful to each and every one of you.